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There is not a day I wait patiently for "BABY FAITH" to come online ... and now I have met you "MOM & DAD" in the absence of "FAITH"... I can't be more "HAPPY" ..... I know "MOM & DAD" that you are hurting now ... and I can't take the "PAIN" away or replace "FAITH" but we ("FAITHS") friends are here to give you "MOM & DAD" some comfort to ease a little of your "PAIN" in any way we ("FAITH's") friends can ... "MOM &DAD", you no longer alone for I and the rest of ("FAITH's") friends are here now .... As "FAITH" and I would say "(my family is your family and your family is my family) and so here I am, "MOM & DAD"....
"WELCOME" "MOM & DAD" with open arms and embrace you as we ("FAITH"s") friends embrace "FAITH" with our "LOVE"...
Well "MOM & DAD" this is all I can give you in sending my "LOVE" & RESPECT" in behave of my "LOVE" for "FAITH".... I, anna "THANK YOU" for letting me be part of your "LIFE" now and I will do my "BEST" as I did for "FAITH" .... I will wait patiently for you ,"MOM & DAD".......
love & kisses anna

Why this happen to us ..... i waited and now this is .... well to all those that knew LILBITCRAZY 72002 "FAITH" she died on jan 26,06 2am around and got hit by truck..her "MOM" said to tell all that knew her that she "FAITH loved us all ...oh my baby faith .... I love you and you know that i will never give up ....... and now i will still wait forever... until the next life time for me and i, again.. i will light a candle for you and you will know i am here forever wth you even if your gone my baby faith.... i will sing to you as i always did as i light the candle for you ....... ( you say "I LOVE YOU" and i reply "I LOVE YOU" too... I will never
forget you,,,, you are my forever my love my baby my faith my libitcrazy.... anna

I must now come down a mountain that I can never reach nor will my dream of you and me together forever.... My "HEART" can no longer wait patiently for you to realize I am here and my "LOVE" for you... I am a fool to "LOVE" you when you are loving someone else again and how many more "AGIAN" must I wait patiently for you to realize I am here waiting patiently for you and your "LOVE"... You try to ignore the truth when you know I am here... but you won't admit it nir do you want to tell anyone there is was an anna and U... Are you ashame of me or is it cause I am not good looking nor sexy or is it cause I am poor and don't have my own pc..??? but what ever reason you got ... I no longer want to see you get dumped or be dumped or vice versa cause of "LOVE" ! I don't want to watch you "LOVE" someone new again when you know I am here waiting and watching you ... I will continue to "LOVE" you but only as a friend! I will no longer express my feeling to you anymore for you are blind to see or notice my "LOVE" for you... so I "WISH" you the "BEST... I "HOPE" you will be "HAPPY"... I "PRAY" for an everlasting "LOVE" for you.. We may never get a chance to "LOVE" another as we planned but then my "LOVE" for you as a "FRIEND" will be here forever and you know that ..... so now I set you free and my heart too..... "THANKS" for "LOVING" me and I am greatful for that "LOVE too even if I had to wait for my turn....lets remember and not forget that "LOVE" and "TIME" we were together......

"DAMN" what a fool I am to fall for that... hahaha...Did any of you know that there was one person me ask for advice on bhv_urlf??? And out of all people I choosed to asked "FLEX(G)" hahaha... "DAMN"... So to all those the "LADIES" that knew about this "JOKE"... I really "APPRECIATE" you all telling me the truth but I think you "LADIES" found the wrong timing or more like it is too late for me to know... Cause it hurt me more now then you LADIES" can image... So please read this "WELL" cause this was my last letter to "FLEX(G)".....and now I want to "SHARE and SHOW" to all why I am so "LOST" and why I cry ....

o: Kimiora

http://www.myspace.com/k1m10r4

Date: Jan 4 2007 6:23 AM

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Subject: hello Body: flex , i am lost right now pls tell me should i accept bhv_urlf love ???? i wish you would help as i woulld listen to you ....i know i was rude to her but i dont know her and that is the truth not unless she using another name in room but if she continue to say that in room then i should love her back coz it would be a waste not to love someone that loves you....i know it will be a little difficult but if my heart will learn to love her back... i will fall for her too but i am scared coz i dont know her at all...flex , you know, i respect you and i not ashame to say you are my buddy even if i am not yours though. you know, i am still here for you .... so tell me should accept a love i dont know or love just for everyone to stop saying i am a liar and 6months i think you know me by now and even if you continue to kick my ass in room... hahahahaha... i am still here for you, flex ....so pls tell me bfor morning my time
love with care
kiskisanna

As it rained.... I was able to pass a church so I dropped by and bought two candles for two women that was and still part of my "LIFE" even if they are no longer here at present .... as I lit the first... I said "MOM" met "FLEX(G)" and as I lit the other I said "FLEX (G)" met my "MOM" and as I looked at both candles I saw "FLEX's(G's)" candle flame bending towards my "MOM's" candle as she was saying hi to my "MOM's candle and I don't know but my "MOM's candle fell one drop of wax and I looked at "FLEX"(G) I saw nothing but somehow I bend to see it closed and guess what I saw???? At the sides of the candle there was 4 drops .. it didn't come from the flame melting the candle nor did my "MOM's"... for I bend closer to see where it came from but nothing so my 1st expression was with smile but tears feel too and said "FLEX(G)" you finally met my "MOM" ....now as I left these candle to burn.... these two important women in my "LIFE" have met and now my "MOM" and my ghost "GF" (good friend or girlfriend or ghost forever) are now together watching me.......... I love you. both "MOM" and "FLEX (G)"and "DAMN" you, both left me without saying "GOOD BYE"..............